waiting for her........

hmmmm

isnt now the days my posts are quite lengthy,,,,,

must be you all are thinking that i always use crib about the love and life....

hehehe well today only i got a love proposal from one of my friend ....

she msgd me today morning and ask will be i am her boy friend....

fractionally speaking i really don't have any ans to give her .........she is great person i do admire her like every thing,more or less she is my great friend too,,, ..... how i can tell her that in spite of my heart is broken by her ,my life is betrayed by her,,,,, still my bondage with her is like everything ,,,still i love her upto my deepest entity.

but i am really scared i am scared to loose a great friend, plzz my friend i need you in this hard time of mine .... i shit scared to reply you back....i know i am really mean..........but i need you.

could u plzz tell me what all i can do...but this is also a real fact that still i am waiting for her.........will she come back one day?.

well one more news from my side again i am leaving my home for a new destination this time its really far off.............. tomorrow ill left for my new destination,,,,,,,,,,,

take care you all

wish you very great time .....

slowly- slowly iam also getting into habit of writing..........hehehe

i know she cant listen me but still i want my heart open to some one.......

thats why..........

thnx for hearing my heart........