why always true love lost

hiiii guys ,

well this is my favourite color ,

hmmm guess whatt hehehe again i am alone ,hehehe single and ready to mingle........

but still dont know how to react on what ever happened last night....but that shattered me upto deepest....

well trying hard to revive what ever we lost , but still i am in quest of why true loves always lost ,,,,,,

why this has happened to me ,,whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy......

what ever i have shown to her isnt that's enough ,,,what else she need to understand about love ......

plzzz tell me whats my fault ........

why all this given to me,,,,

is that i have done some thing wrong to any one.....

why god punishing me and for which sin.....

still need to understand what love is .......i need to ask from you all isnt that was love which she had shown ....

can you answer me ...to get into life is that love need ages or just a moment.....

well still iam optimistic bcoz i am not that week trying hardest to conquire my senses..........which i am loosing ......

but still pane of broken dreams aching my eyes...... well those were great days to cherish must be because of first love ........

well its okkey some time its happen yaar......its okkey now get back to work

but now i hate this word love..................well now trying hard to make myself drown in something so that nothing gona come in my mind ........

so as now i am dam serious for future prospects......well today i am bit happy the reason is my proff frpm US he called me and ask me about my phd work...........hehehe bit happy as its a drop let in the desert....

well thanks for your generosity and taught me a lifetime lesson......so as now i am afraid of love..

i never thought of that i can be that much help less......

still god bless you .....wish you great life and be happy as your smile is the reason for my smile.....

thanks to u all who use to listen me......

some one is happy

hahahahahahah,

well some time ur smile is the symbol of your pain,

some is happy now the days as the person got back his lost treasure,

well ... i really dont have any idea ,how do i have to react ........

on one side of coin heart says yes ur happy sidd, as the person is happy,but in the contrary why my tears not supporting my heart , why they are coming out,.....hahahaha well u can say these are for the utter happiness of my heart which drooped my eyes ,

most of time people asked me why iam allways depressed , why i use to cry.....but isnt they have the ans for this,,,,,

and still they asking me....its okkey well perspectives has changed.....

but still my brain asking me why its allways me ,,,,,as i still remember that first night

i just pray to god plzz god this time prove me wrong......

as i wont have power to bear this pain now...............

plzzz tell me where do i can go.......

plzzz isnt there is sny one who can lit the light, in this dark and din night

bbye for now

see u soon ,

thnx to u all who use to listen me.......