..............I don't want to cry, plzz can you wipe it..

WHY.........................is that I am a mistake......

What to say ....................just trying hard to find a glimpse of light in all this dark world,

I am all shattered ,i came to know the real face of life .

why life always kept me in dark yet,..........what wrong i have done with life...........what wrong i have done ,GOD just tell me once, plzzz just once.....tell me why .......

I BECAME A DEVIL IN FRONT OF HER ,

IS THAT I AM ?............

YOU TELL ME GOD..........IS THAT I AM,

i hope we got all the world satisfaction for what we have done ,........

god bless you all.............thats all i can ask for you from god.......

but I am in big dilemma, , Today god has gave me all the power and seight of self destruction, i can ruin myself AND I WILL ………..the reason for this I wont REVEAL because in don't want my feeling to be insulted,…

ahhhh……..

I just want to ask you "whats my fault in all this " i s that my love was a fault or is that i my self is a fault............what ?

But I don’t know what all I have to do, as I can’t see anything, i just wish i could die........before i saw tears on her face...

Whom should I listen…………….. Will you …..Tell me god.

why peoples always betrays you , why they ditch you in your every sense........

now the days I got to know and I realized that’s you was the protagonist of every show, there are lot many realities which I have confront ate with ………………I just wish you to God bless you for your self consciousness, as now its cleared by all….

i was such dam fool who believes you blindly.may be because love is blind.

more or less what ever i have said, i am never going to do that , how can you even think off i can hurt my most precious thing..........

what ever i have spoked its all because so that i can show you the real face of hat person ..........

but now its too late, because now i am among of worst decisions of your life , you never understand me bacha.........

Isn't god should have to plan the things in such a way that everyone should get their love,

…..What to say …I am STILL deeply attach WITH SOME ONE WHO has allways kept me in dark hehehe ,hey you need valor to except such things and I am not shy to except this so I am not coward LOL.............

…….. I need some time to gain over this entire emotional trauma. uffffff.

Ahhhh …………,Some time God is Tooo ruthless, sometimes he blessed you with everything, but in the end he left you all alone with out the reason of those wishes,as he snatch away the reason of your wishes……………hehehehe isn’t it that too funny.

I cant see her in pain,because I know that you are not that strong enough to bear all this pain............oh god.

I had never be so alone , when I was all alone ,but now I am all alone while to being with every one.

I wish I could die and scream for all my tears............

.........plzzzzzzzzz aaaaaaaaaaa, some time memories pierced you deep in your heart,

IS THERE ANTONE WHO CAN HEAR ME DEEP......

Just tell me GOD WHAT WAS MY MISTAKE , is that so that I am in real LOVE..........

Thanks to this page who can hear me………….I WANT TO CRY ANNAN AAA...........PLZZZZZZZZ I AM NOT THAT STRONG TO BEAR THIS PAIN , PLZZ GOD PARDON ME.........PLZZZ LEAVE ME... PLEASE I BEG YOU.

EVER AND FOREVER...........

DASVEDANIYA.......

HI ,

Wish YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010,
Well what to say about this past year , As it was full of professional failures and emotional leaps and bounds , I don’t know how to evaluate last year ,perhaps it was good , As I got some of great experiences , this last year had taught me how to love someone, how to sacrifice yourself to see smile on beloved face hehehe , other than that this was the only and single most beautiful thing which had happened to me ............hhehehe I was in real love , I loved someone with all my heart and all my soul........I have usher myself in all my capacities to make someone happy , but I have failed in my worst night mares, hmmmm......I really don’t know why I have failed as ............still I don’t have any answer why I had loved her ,and ........May be the reason is I am not among of those whom she is looking for, either I am not from her world , all I can say dasvedaniya.......Miss you lot, and I will never forget you , thanks a lot for what you have done for me,AS YOU ARE THE BEST THING WHICH HAS HAPPENED TO ME,..........

Well I guess it’s enough I have cried and crib about my life , I don’t left with any more tears, and now it’s time to get back to my world ,and do all the work which I really want to do, I need to be laugh with all those who want to laugh with me. Hmmmm..

SO what about the NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS eeeee......ammm as I do believe that resolutions are meant to be broken,

Butttttt this time I am laurelled and embolden for my ones....haann so don’t underestimate me Guys, As most of peoples have done this mistake.....They are as follow....

1) Will surely crack the GRE and will take admission in September 2010 intake.

2) Concentrate more on my career and definitely will submit my PhD report this time.

3) Will take care of my Family and my dear friends who were always there for me in my hardest time.

4) Try to not to rely on any one.

5) SURELY NOT TO RUN BEHIND ANY ONE.

6) START PLAYING HOCKEY YAHOOOO..............I am too happy. (All thanks to my friend).

7) TRY TO FULLFILL THE DREAMS OF MINE AND MY FOLKS.

What I feel life laughs at you when you are in sorrow, and life smile with you when you are happy.I really don’t have any grudges and hard feeling with any one but I AM REALLY SORRY TO ALL THOSE WHO HAD BEEN IN SORROW BECAUSE OF ME, PLEASE PARDON ME FOR MY SINS.........
Thanks to all those who had make my 2009 full of joy and happiness.

DASVEDANIYA........................WISH YOU ALL A VERY H APPY AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR 2010

THANKS TO THIS PAGE WHO CAN HEAR ME.MISSSING YOU BA...........