going away..............from my own soul

hii

hows life.......

its being 3 days that i haven't replied...........

but that is also for the sake of her heart ,she is happy to be with him and i need to understand this fact as soon as possible.......

some one advised me to show my eternal love to her.....

i need to questioned my self what else i can do to make her feel....... is there any thing left ,

still i remember that 31 October and her killing words which she gave me so lightly .......

she do respect me but not any more that what she wrote over there..........

i need to ask her..... is that she believe in all that , that i have done so..........does she believe that in all that, is that she commit a mistake to knowing me , is that i am such a inhuman personality ,tell me....ans me...plzz tell meeeeeeee

......well i know she does believe, thats why she wrote all that ..........as i do understand her like my own part so she cant escape hehehe......she promised him that slowly slowly leave all contacts with me .....

but bacha just ans your self what about all those moments which we had spent together , what about all those things which i have done , iam not sying this coz i want to make you count but i just want to ask my self if iam that bad then what was that which i have done up to now.........? plzz tell me is all that was fake ..........just ans me, plzzz tell me ........wat was that.........plzz is that really i am a guy with the mask on my face ,just ans my questions ,,, plz ans bacha...........ufffffffffffffff how i can show my heart yaar what i can do... plzz tell me ones

i know she love him soo much .........that the only reason why i am moving out from my own life....

since last two days she calling me ...heheh its 7 times she called in two days .........and third day she msg that iam tired to call you.........hehehe just ask her how many times i had called her in a day but she never cares.........and she tired to call me in just two days.........i need to ask does she feel tired to call that guy she never felt soo , even she use too beg him to not to ignore her ...........well iam happy bacha that you have him...........

but i really want to ask to that guy .......just ans me what wrong i have done with you are .......i dont have words with ,,,,,,,you know very well what you have done and what you are from your insight...........dude its the third time u played the game..........but all thanx to you, u gave me such a life lesson.that to never have faith on any one , specially after what you have shown me to your self , but you dont deserve that even no one can deserve that ,,,,,dude you killed me ,you killed that person who was compassionate, who cares for pain ,........

may be you are right dude because what ever you have done that will satisfy you to your eternity and to have you you love .... so dude no hard fealing for you ..........

just one request from me that plzzz take care of your self and her .........i hope you will do .........

take care

bacha ,,,,,,,,,,,miss you lot, and you want na that none of my wishes will come true dont worry i will do my best so that i can make your wish come true........just be happy......