A illusion.............with open fist

hiiii,

well writing here is just like rest in peace after a life long struggle.....

now the days in a new place with all strange faces around me ,but still thank to this page who seems like my own entity...

hehehe so at last i got every thing with my blank hands, and now i am king of my empty and wrecked heart and life, ,,,,,she just tell me that to not to have any confusions regarding the relationship ......she taken away that last hope my breaths too, what else is left hmmmm , well still want to being in illusion as its less painfull than the facts .....but one day i have to die to ....i don't have ans

As my friend had told me that love is an fealing which you will feel in an instance , it doesnt need an age to feel on .....my friend you was right.

she doesn't love me.............

but all i want her to be happy , so if she is not happy with me why the hell i am i am longing for her,

its seems like i am dragging her to wards my self , noooo i will not do that.

as ....she always use to tell me that i will not understand her........is that so i really need to ask about this......

today i got my .....ok cut it any ways , as iam not going to tell you everything ...but from now one thing i promise i will try to make every one happy... hehehe now every thing will going to be good ......i guess every thing would be fine..........me just worry about all those who are around me like my mom ,dad and my bacha and every one ...

i missed you forever bacha.......i just pray that some how i can make you understand what i feel..... that what i feel for you......but now i think its use less and even worthless.....as u have cleared all the confusions heheheheh.....

i really apologies you for every single hurting word..........

aaaaaaaaaaa really missed you lot bacha ......just take care of your self.....

i am really sorry to my great friend too .....i am really lucky that god own me you and thanks a lot for every thing which you have done for me up to now..

bacha i will never go with any one ,so don't worry i will remain alone but no one can take over this life as its......

aahhh some questions remain to be unanswered.so let them be like that ..

there is only one request which i have with you just do well in your life and be happy with whom ever you are or you will be ...my prays are always add happiness in your life...As your sky is always above you

thanks to this page.......who can hear me and understand me to the crest of my heart.